My E

E, my baby,

Mommy & Daddy is starting our new IVF cycle 2 soon. Day one is on 12th August and so, Day 21 will be the first of September. Teachers' Day.

Mommy had put too much hope tying each and every details to the future. The future that is so uncertain. With the '12%' and 'the anniversary date', now everything sounds so pathetic.

E, darling, thank you for the letter. Mommy had forgotten how I promised to be strong. Mommy had forgotten that you are still here. Mommy had forgotten my promise to you to take care of Daddy. Mommy never knew that I am beginning to betray you by not living for the current time. When you left us, a deep hollow set in Mommy's life.

Thank you, darling, for the encouragement and support. My love for you seem deeper than I thought.

I will try my best to be better.